Live like you're dying, and never stop trying, is all you can do, use what have been given to you

Assalamualaikum

Its 2012, yes it is. A new year is nothing much to me, time pass by and that just it. Everyday is a new determination, mission, plans and full of wonders. Hence, i dont  need a different year,  to remind myself that i need to make a resolution. I made a new resolution each day, well perhaps i use the same resolution each year and each day ( that explains why i dont bother to think of new one )

My resolution is as simple as this : CHANGE TO A BETTER PERSON.  better in every way, ultimately as a better muslimah. I dare not put such high expectation to myself cause i am afraid that i end up being stress out. My idea is to take one step at a time, and InsyaAllah, my efforts will be rewarded in the HereAfter. Okay, truth is, its not easy as it sounds right?

Working towards a betterment of oneself is not easy. It takes courage to change your perception towards something that you thought you knew all this while, It take times to adapt your mind. Surely your mind will wonder what other people thinks. But one thing I learnt, it doesn't really matter what other people say or think, cause they are just passers - by. The sole idea that i have to engraved to myself is, if the change is towards a better and the right path, there is nothing wrong with it. In fact, i should be grateful that He has given me the chance to even have the thought of finding and exploring knowledge that i dont even know of, knowledge that make me a better Muslimah and person.

And i couldn't say how grateful I am, to be surrounded with people who is willing to accept the little changes within myself and respect my decisions.

O Allah, help me to remain Istiqamah in everything I do.

Spark of  Bunga Api that my niece and nephew played during last raya

Have a good 2012 InsyaAllah :)

'Live like you're dying, and never stop trying, is all you can do, use what have been given to you' a lyric from a song,

Subuh at Madinah,2011

There is something beautiful when all human beings were equal at one place, we are all the same in His eyes. On the contrary, we keep making big gaps and big holes to emphasized how i am more richer than you, how i am prettier and skinny than you, how i am cooler than you.

O Allah, i seek for forgiveness 

Touch Down
a memory from 2011

Little that we know

Little that we know about the vast and endless knowledge of Allah almighty

Little that we know about what is actually happening in the world, in different continents, in different countries

Little that we know about the pain a mother go through during labour

Little that we know about what the politicians actually did to save our country and nation, or did they?

Little that we know about where does our money go after we spend lavishly on food, branded handbags and shoes

Little that we know about the real feeling and thought of another person that is standing across the other room, what is it in their mind? are they judging me? Or they don't bother at all, is it just me?

Little that we know about what Allah has planned for us

Little that we know about our future

But the one thing we know is we can work towards a better change

We can use the little knowledge we have to survive, to come out with a humble opinion

We can Decide to forgive or not forgive
To forget or not to forget
To move on or not to move on
To stay or keep running away

To those who think they know it all
Perhaps we don't know it all

fearless and hopeful

my face is the size of my palm

my name is Tiger, but i've been missing for a long time

my version of stop motion video but i dont know why it appears cracked :(

What are you looking at?

Can someone tell me, did blogger change their posting setting? :(

on the side note:

1. All praised to the One and Only, Allah Taala, i will be proceeding to 3rd year ( yes, the wait finally ends and i'm so relieved Alhamdulillah) i will be doing my clinical years at Sultanah Aminah Hospital, Johor Bahru. i think thats the furthest distance i ever been from home ( although i have experience of going for a Haiku Camp in Matto city, Japan all by myself when i was 12 but it was only for a week, more like a holiday so that doesnt count)3 years at JB sounds like forever but hehe i will try my best to go balik rumah as kerap as i can ( gedik )

2. Movie list: mission impossible and sherlock holmes

3. My sisters' reception went super well, but alas i have NO picture at all cause i barely have the time to grab my camera. My dear friend, Zaty hasn't post our preety pictures (yet)

4. I am ridiculously annoyed with how we mishandled ourselves in the 'cruel world of internet'. Its a reminder to myself too.

5. How does lidah lembu taste like? ( currently watching Masterchef Malaysia )

6. I hope people think of me in their dua InsyaAllah