Assalamualaikum
Its 2012, yes it is. A new year is nothing much to me, time pass by and that just it. Everyday is a new determination, mission, plans and full of wonders. Hence, i dont need a different year, to remind myself that i need to make a resolution. I made a new resolution each day, well perhaps i use the same resolution each year and each day ( that explains why i dont bother to think of new one )
My resolution is as simple as this : CHANGE TO A BETTER PERSON. better in every way, ultimately as a better muslimah. I dare not put such high expectation to myself cause i am afraid that i end up being stress out. My idea is to take one step at a time, and InsyaAllah, my efforts will be rewarded in the HereAfter. Okay, truth is, its not easy as it sounds right?
Working towards a betterment of oneself is not easy. It takes courage to change your perception towards something that you thought you knew all this while, It take times to adapt your mind. Surely your mind will wonder what other people thinks. But one thing I learnt, it doesn't really matter what other people say or think, cause they are just passers - by. The sole idea that i have to engraved to myself is, if the change is towards a better and the right path, there is nothing wrong with it. In fact, i should be grateful that He has given me the chance to even have the thought of finding and exploring knowledge that i dont even know of, knowledge that make me a better Muslimah and person.
And i couldn't say how grateful I am, to be surrounded with people who is willing to accept the little changes within myself and respect my decisions.
O Allah, help me to remain Istiqamah in everything I do.
| Spark of Bunga Api that my niece and nephew played during last raya |
Have a good 2012 InsyaAllah :)
'Live like you're dying, and never stop trying, is all you can do, use what have been given to you' a lyric from a song,