the warmth of the home never fails to indulge me with such unspeakable good feeling. everything is so positive here.//apart from the reason of me being the forever homesick society, (in which, apparently i will never get a cure for it) i love my home so much that i prefer to think on the reasons to go back home rather than reasons to go to college/shopping malls etc.

but then again, despite ive finished exam and the SAM programme itself. yeehaa ( we survived SAM my friends!), we are actually kinda occupied with the after exam activity. ha-ha.nothing to be stressed about, its just the preparation still acquired us (at least me) to use our tired and currently drained brain to plan on the trip; what to bring; safety; yada yada. I hate packing stuffs. i just dont bother anymore. I just want to watch the tv and eat junks. However, i still look forward for the class trip. We are driving to PD. I think that would be the best part. We are going to the beach and play there. We will be having BBQ. We will just do nothing. Ahh. Listing these down make me feel excited about it again. As a pleasure for myself, i want to take lots and lots of great pictures. I want to be inspired. I want to feel good about my self,standing by the beach and smile alone.

I think that my life is complete. At certain point, it is our acceptance on how life has treated us defines everything.

on a separate note, i watched a very very very interesting and psychologically sick movie. Joshua, thats the tittle and there is one good song too. (new interest: listening to soundtracks)
and ouh, if any of you haven't read the paper today, a 26-year old girl, master student in UKM was killed by her ex-boyfriend (whom she already left for 5-years). She was stabbed in her own room. The guy was most probably not being himself when he killed her. That is just plain scary; when emotion defeats rationality.

you know they didnt ever have to love me
and no one will ever love them now
but they always wanted somehow to save me.
Why oh why
for pit's sake
they should have saved themselves

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the fly by dave matthews. It was in the movie Joshua (mentioned) this song really suits the story.

//when we are a world apart
day and night
its never the same again





DEFORMED BEAUTY

windows paint, morning, by yours truly

//i've just found a new hobby// abg hafezh, want to borrow ur dslr for PD and carobree. :D

MUST WATCH> seriously

if im not mistaken, it will be released in January for Malaysia

and i was told that we can only use our student cards until november and after that, no more student rate. Maybe, it depends where you watch the movie. If its true, then im so broke.

C7. thankyou snow patrol

the song is in 500 days of summer. i havent watch the movie. but i will

rahmah: "its a beautiful pointless movie"

gambar ni dah lama. b

helo. pada masa aku menulis ni aku sgt kenyang dan rasanya anytime boleh mati pengsan, tak bangun esok pagi sebab sangat kenyang. Tapi, esok pagi aku kena bangun jugak sebab nak balik rumah nombor satu.

//secara rasminya, peperiksaan yg sangat menyiksa jiwa lara tamat(dengan kertas kimia yg macam.woo.entahlah). Mula jam 11.3o, tamat 2.40. Jam 2.00, aku dah gila mati akal dengan essay carry bags yg sangat lah natural fibre. Okay, tiada kaitan. Macam macam aku pikir bila tengah menjawab jawapan. Excited and semangat betul aku melawan soalan yang macam tiada akhiran. Kepala aku berputar. Menyesal tak bersarapan secara proper. Bercita mahu rely pada caffein sahaja> patut minum dua atau tiga tin nescafe je tadi. 10 minit terakhir, baru aku try buat essay 8 markah tu. ha-ha. time management mcm jam rosak. ceyh. tapi nasib baik sempat (maaflah mat saleh aus, aku harap engkau paham ape aku tulis)

Detik 2.40, bersorak dalam hati dan sedikit megeluh(sebab soalan susah. tapi mesti lah tawakal.sebab aku dah usaha jawab semua) Keluar dawan, jumpa muka Zaty and Ridwan lagi. Kami pun 'wuhuuuu!" aku mcm tak ikhlas sangat sebab sangat pelik, aku rasa gilaaaaa penat gilaaaa penat (ye.memang nak ulang dua kali) and tak puas hati sebab tak excited mcm yg aku pikir aku akan waktu buat exam tadi.

Loser gila. Pergi Sunway dengan rakan2 pun, kami masih complain "kenapa aku tak rasa excited nih? penat gila" Dan bila tiba sunway, dah tahu dah sebab apa, kami sebenarnya extremely lapar. (akulah lapar) Makan Carl's Junior. Refill ice lemon tea, letak dalam beg, senyap senyap bawak masuk wayang. Tgk cite Law Abanding Citizen. cerita yg sangat bagus di mana ia mengkritik tentang dunia guaman yg tak selalu nya favour semua pihak. best gile gile. Puas hati dapat lepas rindu kat screen besar. Nak kena tengok lagi wayang lepas ni.

Dinner, family Sarah belanja. LAGI gila kenyang

okay. dah, malas dah nak merepek. bosan, tak tau apa nak buat. jom study . ha-ha

things to look forward: Port dickson with 08j2, ECA day, Carobree, Singapore, BTN.

11.30am. chemistry
i'll make it a good end

insyaAllah :)